Hi..

I just read your other post. Sounds to me like your parents are emotionally neglecting you - which can lead to a lot of mental health issues both during the neglect (which is a type of "silent abuse") and even later in life. If you are not aware of what "childhood emotional neglect" is - here are links explaining the basics of it:

What is emotional neglect? :
What is Emotional Neglect? | Psychology Today

How does emotional neglect affect a child?
Emotional Neglect

How does emotional neglect affect us?

The Unseen Root of Many Disorders: Childhood Emotional Neglect

An in depth article -

Consequences of Child Abuse and Neglect - New Directions in Child Abuse and Neglect Research - NCBI Bookshelf

I hope this helps you understand there is nothing wrong with you and I am sorry you are going through this. You do, however, need to find help (and possibly a way to have SOMEONE ELSE show your parents their error) as soon as possible so this does not bleed over into your adulthood as well. It is good you are searching for help now.