I have felt so revved up today that I almost thought I was on the verge of a heart attack. I just took some Ativan prn. That will help. I don't plan to do anything for dinner. We can microwave some leftover Stouffer's lasagna. We didn't like it because we're too spoiled with me making everything homemade. I think I have heartburn. I ate only crap today.

I saw my therapist and it was a bit crazy. What was nice was that later my psychiatrist called me. I apologized for the voicemail I left for him yesterday. I was...angry. But I did call a second time to tell him to ignore my first message. He asked me if I started the Latuda. I said the pharmacy had to order it for tomorrow, which is true, and that I would give it a fair shake.