I am knee deep in my gender and sexual identity issues. I have no idea who I am anymore. I feel sick ; I don't know if I'm just influenced or actually transgender. I have been a crossdresser since childhood ; I haven't wanted to identify as transgender due to the bias and ignorance against transgender people. I live my life wishing I was the opposite gender. Sometimes I feel fine with my biological sex, other times I feel terrible. I don't want to seek out a therapist because I do not have the money to go to one. I don't know if this is the next best thing or even close, posting on here, but I can only try. Does anyone have any words of wisdom or help to offer?