Internal test tomorrow- that i'm just going to do in the morning now. I've written everything down already though.

Not fighting with you two sessions in a row is weird. I actually like having our ruptures because this feels uncomfortable and unsafe. Maybe tomorrow might be session number three- and after 2.5 years I might talk about the stuff I didn't budge on last session- but my one request is that you cover your eyes, like I've trained you to do.

P.s 13 days till pharma and my brain is waking up early at odd hours with anxiety right from the word go.