Thanks a lot. It seems that it is definitely relevant to me. I'll read into it. Unfortunately, I have no avenue for help. I am home schooled, practically have no friends, living in a Thailand in a very local suburban area, have no options near me in terms of clubs and stuff (I do go to BJJ classes, but it's adult classes). None of my family knows, my extended families aren't an option either. My dad's side is in America, and my mom's side are in Japan and they are strangers to me (practically never met them). The only thing I have is the internet.