Newtus it's possible that in the start, your bf thinks he can handle your mental illness and then over time he doesnt know what he's getting himself into (In his mind). But if he's the right person for you and you're the right person for him, he'll support you and stick through it. So I would tell him that you're getting better (And you are - I can see huge progress in psychosis).

The biggest thing that couples fight over though is MONEY. That's a fact.

I should write things down because otherwise my therapy is useless. I have no idea what I'm going to say to my therapist and I'm at my therapists office right now. Therapy would benefit you Newtus especially with relationship and family issues. But your clinic sucks so much that idk if it's worth it where you are.

You're very spiritual and intelligent. I know you're not hopeless and can make something of yourself. I see schizophrenia as a huge challenge which isnt hopeless.