I was thinking of ordering zopiclone, baclofen, pregabalin and tianeptine but I stopped myself..

I suppose using kratom gives me excuses to buy more chemicals.

So I have to be completely sober to stick with it. But being on Vyvanse makes it hard because then I see the fact that I can use nootropic drugs to enhance my cognition.

I notice with the Kratom that I seem more content, relaxed, calm and meditative. I don't notice any opioid effects but then again, I never noticed the opioid/opiate euphoria of codeine, oxycodone, hydromorphone or heroin.

It takes away my cognitive fatigue that plagues me from being on antipsychotics I think. That's why I want to lower my dose of Invega.

So I'm going to tell my psychiatrist this..