The Bible. I spewed a lot of metaphysical and religious speak when I was manic. My brain was really focused on it and royally screwed up. My brother is very religious and encouraged me to take a fresh look at my faith now that I am stable. I promised him I would and I started with re-reading the New Testament. It has been a slow go, but a good adventure so far. He was recently diagnosed with cancer and we've been connecting much more lately. We've been able to discuss scripture and I've really enjoyed our chats. He listens to me with an open mind and I am reconsidering my positions on many fronts. I guess I'll revisit the Old Testament when I'm finished.