Thank you EVERYONE SO MUCH for being so supportive! Today I've had my first appointment with my University Counsellor! Unfortunately it didn't go very well! Apparentely I can't have appointments with them since I'm already seeing another therapist currently! Unfortunately that's not allowed! They've said they'll let me know if it can be worked out, but the chances of them being able to set up appointments with me are unfortunately very low especially since they're already so busy with many other students! I believe that's all my fault... I should have expected it and known better, but I didn't! I feel so discouraged right now! I can't really blame anyone else but myself... it ALWAYS goes like that! I don't know what to do right now... I just feel hopeless and stuck! I'm afraid there's not way out for me! THANK YOU ALL SO MUCH for being HERE FOR ME AND WITH ME WHEN I NEEDED IT! You've ALL done your best to encourage me and support and I'll forever be grateful for that! I'm just so sorry I've disappointed you all once again! Please take GREAT care of yourselves!