I have to go and see my shrink on the 28th I dont want to go now because I have some lady who is new to me and I am not liking this at all,I wanted Mary they stuck me with someone else, She better be nice.Now I am all upset I dont know this woman and my stomach has been so nervous about this,if I dont like her she is not going to stay with me for three hours I will tell u that,why cant things just go right for me?Just for once.I will go but I am scared now.Then I have to pay 65 dollars just for three hours,cant get my kids to take me,this stinks and I am having anxieties over this.How can I do this?I am in tears because when I get anxious very anxious I start to get depressed and cry as well.