I'm so glad you restarted your meds, Miss Laura! (And to Miguel's Mom too!) I think you are right that that is always what seems to get you in trouble. Don't ever worry about worrying us. Bottling it up doesn't help. Reaching out does.

I think the injection is a good idea to try, as one of its main attributes is helping people stay on their meds, and that is an issue for you (not uncommon, you're not alone! Don't feel bad about it. You recognized it and sought help -- good on you!!).

You are NOT a disappointment. You are loved and are battling a challenging disorder.