I can relate to what you say, Humpty Dumpty! You're definitely NOT alone! I completely agree with what speckofdust has already wisely said better than I ever could! Please BE KIND TO YOURSELF! THAT'S VERY IMPORTANT! It's very hard to be engaged in other interests when we're feeling depressed! We must not give up though! I'm sure you'll be able to find the inner strength and MOTIVATION one way or another! Please hang in there Humpty Dumpty! Things CAN and WILL get better at some point! I PROMISE YOU ALL OF THAT BECAUSE IT IS TRUE! PLEASE REMEMBER ALL OF THAT AS MUCH AS YOU POSSIBLY CAN BECAUSE IT IS TRUE! Please keep us updated on your situation, ok, Humpty Dumpty? WE ALL CARE ABOUT YOU and we DO want to know how things are going for you and if things are getting ANY BETTER for you and if there's ANYTHING AT ALL that we can do to HELP YOU OUT! I PROMISE YOU ALL OF THAT BECAUSE IT IS TRUE! PLEASE REMEMBER ALL OF THAT BECAUSE IT IS TRUE! Sending many hugs to you, altruistic, AWESOME, caring, dear, generous, gentle, kind, sensible, sweet, wise and WONDERFUL Humpty Dumpty!