I’m so tired of having to keep going. I don’t know how anymore. I got fired in March and had one job since and quit after a week. It was working with people with intellectual disability as a therapist. If everything goes through ok, I will be starting a new job as a therapist for children and families. I also bought a house same day they fired me. As well as having infestation of carpet beetles. I gave pictures to lawyer but he said all we can do is talk about with other lawyer. I saw a therapist about a year ago and since then he stopped therapy with me and is living with me. I’m heliopause of the clients he sees. He doesn’t want to hear it f I’m feeling suicidal or depressed he said it’s tiring . I also will not have insurance after(health) month. I spent the night awake and in tears. He told me if I attempted or had a suicide plan he would hospitalize me and then leave me.