Thanks, but also another reason is because of this post and other things my dad said in the past about depression (especially in teens), I don't believe it will help. He already seems to believe that depression is not an excuse to "do nothing", and that if I had depression that "nothing" he'd say would matter because I will only end up killing myself. My mom seems to agree as well. If my doctor tells him, and it doesn't convince them (which I believe is the most likely outcome due to past events), then it will only end up making it worse knowing that they know that I have depression but aren't helping. Especially with how he already views me (lazy, selfish, etc.)