I am alone in the house well not really I hve the nimals but my D has gone out for the weekend and suddenly I don't feel very safe. I hve been going over what I remember from this morning all day. I know I shouldn't dwell on it but I wanted something but I don't know what I got a sincere goodbye from my T and I don't know what else I expected. Maybe deep down I expected him to take me back. I am such an idiot.