I'm trying to decide if I'm the *** or if he's the ***. What if I'm not crazy and he's just really good at gaslighting? to the point he has all the drs convinced too? I mean it would be easy to do to me given my fear of people and the act he goes into EVERY appointment with me except T and he even wants to go in there with me. I've told him that's my 2 hrs away from him a month. He still pushes for it. I know he's controlling (always has been that's his way of helping situations) but could he be making me sick?