And thank you to you for joining in.

Learning to grieve can be hard. I am fairly new to it myself. And all the stuff I say about letting it happen without pushing it away or clinging to it is more what I think I am *supposed* to do than what I actually manage to do a lot of the time...

Sometimes it is like that and it feels beautiful and healing. But I have a lot of anger there as well, and that scaires me immensely and I am really not ready to go there yet.

I am reminded of a saying though I have no idea who said it:

It is better to have loved and lost than to have never loved at all.

Though it hurts like hell.

Hurts like hell.