I am more then ready to go to places in my life that keep me from enjoying my life. Next Monday will be 18 months of being sober from alcohol. I numb allot of the emotional pain down. I did not know at the time but soberity has brought me to relize therapy before was not effective. I sabbatoged myself allot no one to blame but myself. I need to get out feeling like im in a crisis all the time and im very glad i get to start fresh. The hard work paid off allot to advocate to stay at the clinic.