How do you guys deal with the limitations of therapy?

R forgot about our session on Wednesday, but gave me a freebie on Thursday. I told him about my dream about the BBC interview but he said it wasn't true. He shared with me that he had been called by a producer on a channel 4 show to give an opinion. He never usually shares stuff .

Today he shared more stuff about after I told him that he made the right choice as that show was cringey. I went on about he could have done it for the money. He told me how much he earned from the charity he worked for- but that he wanted to focus on therapy so stopped the charity work. I said that's good, as that meant more availability, I asked if he had more new clients now, but he didn't tell me.

I got irritated with him for shutting me out.

He went on about looking at the effect his disclosures had on me. How I wanted to have a special relationship with him. That he couldn't love me unconditionally,like I wanted from my father.

His blank slate is ****ing irritating. I don't feel like I know him and this whole thing feels so fake.

I told him i was off on tuesday, I wanted the Wednesday time I've had because, but he said I should stick with my normal otherwise he might forget. I said That I couldn't do my normal thusrday session.So just friday but I want to not see him-so 3 sessions before we're back to normal anyway. :swordfght: I did technically ask after my session was over about arranging next session which he did mention= total call was 51 mins and 45 seconds. So over by 1 min. 45s Even the time thing bugs me.

I passed sports medicine 17/20. But my stupid brain was panicked and woke me up at 4.19am automatically. Still have pharma to do.