Yeah, "walking with spiders." That was a line that T asked me about. The one he thought probably resonated with me is "It takes an ocean not to break." His interpretation is that it takes the strength of the ocean to hold it together when I'm struggling, and I said that explanation resonated with me. And the one part, about the struggle to fall asleep, feels like anxiety to me.
Here are lyrics (not totally accurate) and people's interpretations.