Thanks Kiya and splitimage for your support

It was quite the session, I am still feeling good today because of it. I feel like he really cares, I saw it in his eyes and facial expression and that isn't something someone can fake. I am a tiny bit scared too though. I don't want to get that close to someone that I know the relationship will end some day. But over all I feel great, I went in kinda depressed and felt better even though we didn't talk about the depression.
Someone mentioned last night what I felt---unconditional positive regard--- that is what I feel from my T. For the first time in my life I feel that and it makes me want to fly! It is hard to describe but all i know it that if feels wonderful.