basically at this point I would people who know you and are in good solid positions in their lives and just apply. delaying and deciding accomplishes nothing. apply. bad resume or not, if you don't apply you will never get any positions...get a position, it may not be the job of a lifetime but it will get you in the door and a steady income. but you have to apply. stop wafting..and be like nike & just do it. take the plunge.