10, 12–saw a school therapist, but nothing happened
17–saw a GP for fatigue. He mentioned depression but he also joked about me in the hallway before the appointment so I didn’t believe him
27—diagnosed with depression after grief wouldn’t go away, first AD
28-46–different pdocs, different ADs. Borderline PD was added
47–suffered mental breakdown during peri menopause. Anxiety was added. Neurontin was added
49ish—pdoc decided to try a mood stabilizer instead of yet another AD. Symptoms improved, finally. Given BP 1 diagnosis instead of MDD