“All you are good for is sex, maybe you should change who you are so someone takes you seriously, you’re a failure...”.

When he said you this, I think most people would have never taken him back. Were you spoken to like this by people before? That was totally abusive for him to say.

Please don’t let him guilt trip you with his suicide threats. He is not your problem. Just get away and save yourself.

I had an ex who made suicide threats. He’s still alive today and luckily not my problem.

If you can get a therapist it would be very beneficial to you. Moving forward while building self esteem and learning what healthy relationships are like.