14-15 = First Depression, very low and suicidal. Didn't tell anyone how bad I felt.
19-20 = Got diagnosed with Depression and I didn't know what it was. Put on AD but they didn't work so I stopped them
21-23 = Did talk therapy which was pointless
23-24 = Got diagnosed with Anxiety
28-29= After talking to new doctor he said I displayed bipolar symptoms, so he referred me to a psychiatrist,
29 = Diagnosed Bipolar 2 and put on mood stabilizer and anti psychotic depakote and quetiapine. Got a CPN
30 = First hospitalization due to depression with psychosis, upped all meds and changed Depakote for Carbamezepine plus taken off Venlaxfaxine due to making me hypo-manic when they tried to increase it.
31= Second hospitalization after stopping meds after being hypo-manic which led to a bad Depression
32 = Did CBT which I waited ages for
33 = Third Hospitalization for mixed episode. But I was taken off carbamazepine which I thought didnt work good, and I was put on Lithium.
34 = So far my new meds have been the best ive been on .