Hi Eva85, welcome to PC. The positive thing about what you posted is that you have seen this guy is strange. People are going to continue to shock and surprise you during your life. We all pretty much learn as we live and interact with other people we come across. I think you have an idea of how you WANT to be "in love" and find a partner, but that doesn't mean someone that catches your eye is going to be the right match for you. Often beauty is ONLY skin deep too. And as you experience life you are definitely going to notice that reality. There are a lot of superficial people out there in our world of humanity.