Every Saturday I am in a funk and accomplish nothing. I know that I don't like being me and I seem to enjoy very little. My body really lets me down. I am injury prone and cannot play sports due to bad feet and other chronic injuries. So, I don't know what to do with myself. I have always had a hard time making friends and don't think that I am any fun. So, I isolate. People have treated me badly for years. Therapy has been disastrous. Often, I end up worse.

It's a beautiful day outside and I can't motivate myself to get dressed. I don't know what to do about it.