Reading this, I feel my therapy is as useless as I feel it is. Note how I don't dare to say "my therapist is as useless as I think she is". I like her, but I do not love her, do not feel dependant on her, I mainly think she has a good business. Sitting, nodding, being well-balanced, supportive, and getting paid for it. I mainly talk about leaving her, stopping therapy, and after ranting for an hour I feel like staying again, then the session's up. I feel like not leaving. I make jokes, feel indeed like a total nuisance because I always outstay my welcome. I fantasize about whether she would call the police if I staid glued to my chair. I think I am a pain in the ***.