Labels are maybe little help for us....

I can empathise a lot with you Fuzzy.

No safe rock or cages to hide.
Life seems a big challenge right now.
Even the occasional thing that is good cannot bring joy.

Some how I don't think it is possible for things to get worse
But they will.
I cannot take the pain any more.

We are never alone in our gloom

Big hugs to you dear bear