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Old May 19, 2019, 11:11 PM
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Coping pretty good today. The physical effects of my conditions have been wearing me down, but I am coping and managing well, and proud of myself for that. Sometimes it feels really unfair that I have to work this hard just for a balance to function, that others don't have to fight so hard for, but whether or not it's fair is irrelevant. It doesn't change that this is how it is and if I want to thrive I just have to deal this way.

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Primary Dx: C-PTSD and Severe Chronic Treatment Resistant Major Depressive Disorder
Secondary Dx: Generalized Anxiety Disorder with mild Agoraphobia.

Meds I've tried: Prozac, Zoloft, Celexa, Effexor, Remeron, Elavil, Wellbutrin, Risperidone, Abilify, Prazosin, Paxil, Trazadone, Tramadol, Topomax, Xanax, Propranolol, Valium, Visteril, Vraylar, Selinor, Clonopin, Ambien

Treatments I've done: CBT, DBT, Transcranial Magnetic Stimulation (TMS), Talk therapy, psychotherapy, exercise, diet, sleeping more, sleeping less...