first i would buy myself a new house, big enough for all my kids and grandkids to have their own bedrooms, in the mountains.

Next i would pay off the homes of all my relatives who have been helping us survive since my breakdown.

next i would set up a fund to help mentally ill trying to get through the red tape to get social security disability to be able to survive and not lose their homes and get the help that they need till they can get back on their feet again.

then i would fund a family clinic where everyone is treated equally no matter what their problem, mental or physical, and not have to worry about how they would be able to pay for it