I took 6g kratom yesterday and just slept the whole day and then the whole night. Unmotivated. The kratom could be making me depressed.

I forgot I still had weed gummies so I took one 5mg 15 minutes ago. If I get anxious from it, I'll take a benzo..

I just want to lose my mind. Escape reality. Be destructive. Be filled with life.

Not depression.