Saw my GP and she gave me antacids for my stomach. They seem to be helping as I can finally eat small amounts. In a month I am seeing her and a nurse to set up a care plan and also to help with my hip as I can no longer afford Physio therapy. I should be able to then get 6 free sessions through my disability card.
As my stomach has been in extreme pain all I could do was rest. I’m getting bored and losing weight. Feel weak too. Still no sign of Bipolar. I’m thrilled about that. See my T tomorrow. We are continuing with talking around my trauma. I think my symptoms come from me feeling extremely terrified and trapped. This comes from past traumas. Just not sure how to work through this and be free. Those feelings debilitate me massively every day. Hopefully work with my T will set me free and get rid of my physical symptoms too.
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Bipolar 1 with psychotic features
PTSD
"Phew! For a minute there I lost myself."
'Karma Police' by Radiohead