I think my husband is at least considering the idea that he may actually be having some problems he hasn't been aware of.

There's a long story that goes along with the reason I say that but I won't go into it.It hurts me to even think about it tbh because I completely over -reacted and lashed out at him.Afterwards I had decided enough is enough,I can't do this anymore, and had a long talk with him.I explained that I loved him but all of this is destroying me mentally physically and spiritually and I need time away from him.I had decided the best thing was for us to live apart for awhile.

It was heart wrenching for him to keep asking me why and what he has done wrong and to try to get him to understand.

I dont think he really understands tbh.But I do believe he's considering it because I've seen him looking up some things on his phone.

I guess I will see how things go.Right now I'm just trying to stay focused on myself and my own health and sanity.And I don't plan on leaving any time soon.