I compare myself with Doctor Strange to get relief.

What's gone, is gone. As much of a cliche it is, nobody can change what's gone.

But hey, I lost my (future) job as a surgeon for doing something better. Maybe... a scientist? Not a medical one, but someone who'd publish papers on quantum gravity?



I also got nerve damage to my hands. I also lost some of my intelligence and health.



Good. That makes me Doctor Strange.