I'm so sorry if my words have hurt you, TishaBuy! That wasn't my intention! I better understand what you mean now! I understand it must hurt a lot! Unfortunately we can't control what other people decide to do, including our sons, we can only control what WE do! I'm sure you've been a wonderful mother and that you've done EVERYTHING that you could to be a good parent! Unfortunately things like this can just happen and it's NOT YOUR FAULT! I'm REALLY HAPPY that you have a good relationship with your other son at least! I hope you're taking GREAT care of yourselves as well! I'm so sorry that you're going through! It must certainly be VERY PAINFUL and your feelings are TOTALLY VALID! It's perfectly normal that you'd feel the way you do! Sending many hugs to you, TishaBuy!