Well I keep looking for someplace to go because I’m retired and bored. Okay so I’ve travelled a lot over the years but have always been terrified of going anywhere - I should be over it by now. Also, I’m a lot older now so I keep getting concerned about health issues if I do travel. This is bad because if I don’t get out there I might become a shut-in. I’m committing sabotage of my retirement. Now I can afford it which makes it even more crazy that I can’t move. So frustrating that I still panic over enjoying life. What a long, strange, stressful trip it has been..... Peace