Thanks for changing the color so I could read your post.
If all these people are hard for you to be around and hard to deal with it would be understandable if you avoid them as much as possible.My family is toxic to me and I don't have them in my life anymore.It was a hard decision to make but it's just better this way.
As far as church/religion. I went to church while I was going through therapy for DID.I didn't feel like anything about me or DID went against Christianity.I had a mental illness.It didn't matter if any of my alters did or believed anything that went against the Bible or religion in general,I was suffering with a mental illness.Nobody at church knew what was going on inside of me and couldn't really judge me for it.,it wasn't my fault or my own doing,I was fragmented due to trauma.
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Currently, the best I can do is continue on my own personal journey of self-improvement for myself and my immediate family (husband and kids). That entails mental, physical and emotional improvements. And I don't personally see anything wrong with that
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Nothing wrong with that at all and is actually really great to do.