I think I'm going hypomanic.
Physically I'm tired, but I've been super chatty and all over the place with topics I've been blathering on about. And giggly and weird. Tonight I was in a Petsmart and the cat food I was after wasn't on the shelf, I couldn't find any salespeople, so I just walked into the stockroom and looked myself . Now that I've been home, I realise that's a bit odd. It seemed normal and acceptable to me at the time. I am cringing at some of the stuff I've overshared and this is why, apart from my husband, I just don't socialise any more. If I'm not depresses and cranky, I'm hypomanic and embarrassing myself. Cripes, I just want to crawl under a rock.
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