a lot of assumption in that! Not sure if I can or want to explain the circumstances/details but relationships are dynamic. A lot more is obviously discussed in sessions and my behaviour flactuates and changes, What felt comfortable and not impossible to discuss 6 months ago for whatever reason (probably in relation to other conversations) got more and more uneasy now. Its a bit of a deadlock and its even more annoying that it happens after such a long time. Maybe because its a repetative conversation and I need continuous reassurance.