I am in the process determining a career direction. I am neither in school or work.

Mostly whenever I go anywhere such as a grocery store or out of my house I feel that people watch to see if any part of them is within my vision. Ever since the posture thing I became self-conscious about how to deal with controlling my vision. As a consequence I became careful about including any person within my vision even if it was perfectly normal to do so. As a consequence my development became stunted. When I tried to correct this people became wary because of my self consciousness.

I do see a therapist who specializes in Social Anxiety.