Dear T,
Nervous about today's session. Need to figure out which direction to take and not get hung up on, say, the thing about reducing sessions. I mean, I know what direction I want to take, but I'm nervous about it, so am afraid I'll just start talking about something else, then not get to the real thing till 1, when we only have 20-25 minutes left. And then I won't see you again till Tuesday, unless you decided to come in Monday. So I don't want to leave it all up in the air. Though that's part of why I sent the email, as I know you'd likely prompt me with "So do you want to talk about the thing you alluded to in your email?" It makes sense to discuss now, as it came out of Monday's session. Maybe I can get all my rambling out in this post...
Love,
LT
ETA: And I'd probably feel better about all this if ex-MC hadn't shown up in my dream last night. Sigh.
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