So, I just got prescribed Zoloft. I hope it works well for my anxiety since Buspar doesn't. I think I'm starting to feel a little depressed anyway, so maybe it'll help with the depression too.

I didn't mention the hallucinations to my pdoc because I was dealing with paralyzing anxiety at the time and hallucinations weren't even on my mind. I should probably tell him, though, in case Zoloft exacerbates them. But he does know I get psychosis regardless of me being in an episode, so at least I know he is being mindful of that in general. Still, I have to tell him.

Otherwise, doing alright I guess. Just starting to feel a little down today as of a few hours ago. Sad, disappointed in myself, reflecting on all the stupid sh_t I've done. Maybe it's just a negative moment in my life and not depression, though. Only time will tell. I hope everyone else has a wonderful day.