I must say I am familiar with this behavior. Before I knew I was DID I would have unusual sexual thoughts and impulses. I can remember having an impulsive thought and immediately having a firm argument in my mind. I recall being instructed not to act on the impulse. I remember there was no return argument in support of the impulse. It was just thoughts in my mind giving me all the reasons why it was a bad idea. I left the area to relieve the impulse. I thought I was going insane. These impulses seemed to come out of no where. I have realized over time and after accepting my DID diagnosis that the impulse was a part. That I believe this part had been triggered in that moment. I feel this part was fractured. It did not have depth. The part was the impulse. No thought, no logic, no other reason for being. In that moment I felt aggressive, dominant and wanting to attack. I have had this impulse since I was young but managed to avoid acting on it. I think once I understood that impulse was a part I wasn't fearful of it. I felt like I could acknowledge it and help it to understand that that behavior was not who we wanted to be in the world. We have a firm understanding of who we want to be and how we want to act. That would be for us to be helpful, kind, compassionate and intelligent. We do not want to be anything like the family we were raised in. We do not live a life of violence, aggression, hatred, anger, negativity. We are able to protect our self and stand our ground when needed. That doesn't mean we don't have bad days but on the whole we have a good life.