Ahhhhhh, yes. Thank you sheltiemom2007 and Betty_Banana. Something just clicked. I need to let go of this obsessive researching of terms. It is causing way too much confusion and anxiety in me and that is the last thing I need right now.

I see things like "host" and "fronting" and am like WTF does all of that mean.

It doesn't matter. I am me. Thankfully I have a T who has no attachment to labels and terms. She said the treatment approach, no matter what, is the same...and to trust my own experience and language.

Sigh--thank you! I think I need to put down the private investigator cap and just let myself be.


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