My therapy appointment went really good and I left there feeling much better then I did coming in. I’m glad I waited the 4 months to see her. She’s going to look into paranoid personality disorder and also talk to my doctor about doing some specific testing now that I am diagnosed with autism. either psychological or neurological testing. She says I am def not BPD. she says she could tell the second I walked into her office the first time that I didn’t have it. So that’s a huge relief. So yeah things worked out good.