I have been too unwell to post or even read posts the last few days. Stomach issues, severe pain, shivers and exhaustion led me to ER again. I felt I was in trouble but more tests led to no conclusions. Constant sleeping and antacids seem to be helping but I am still very weak as I haven't been able to eat much for about a month. This afternoon I seem to have picked up and even managed to vacuum my flat as the mess was bugging me. My partner is back at his flat as he wants to be alone. He has a lot on his plate and is overwhelmed so I understand. Tbh I want to be alone too. Being in a quite environment that I can control helps.

Now my fear is that my Bipolar meds have not been digested properly over the last month leaving me vulnerable to another episode. I am ok at the moment. Just irritable, but that could be caused by my physical issues. Gosh, I just want to be well in every way for once. It's 2.30 pm here and I am back off to bed after getting up at 11 am. Sigh ...