Yes I am glad it happened now rather then earlier when I was a mess. Apparently she met a guy, from the moment they looked at each other they fell in love and want to spend the rest of their lives together, they went on a date and right away became a couple. When I first found out I was a little bummed because I wasted all this time wanting the things they will constantly do and I've known her for like 16? years or something and he's already a better man then me, Phoned her today and let her know I had feelings for her in the past and got over her but was a little bummed when I found out, she was flattered and told me several guys came out and told her they liked her, some bolted when they found out about her story and 1 ended the friendship so he can get over her and come back to her as a friend which did not hold to well with her, but she's that friendly that it sends mixed signals. I'm done here...still going to do hikes once a month or once every 2 months depends on how busy she is.