Naw I am good. I realized something when she tells me she's always busy hanging out with her mom, driving her kids, working, doing her activities and too busy to hang out with me more...she found him and all of a sudden he's her number 1 which means she did have time but I am not a priority to her, after all we have been through together and some new guy comes in and all I wanted was to be close to her more, I am done waiting. We have never really talked about everything that happens in our lives, she mostly just talks about herself family related issues. She does not tell me of major things that happen in her life, I normally find things out from other people at my work Never really gave me the time of day for that stuff after the summer of 2017.

I tell myself there is someone out there just like her that will have me as a priority in her life that I will really enjoy her company, talks with in person and the phone. I mean we don't really click anyway, I dunno how to respond to her half the time which is weird because if you knew me I never ever shut up and everyone would tell you I am a really happy person.

I'll still talk to her sometimes, but i've moved on. I gotta get back into my own things. She wants to go for a coffee in the next day or 2 if she has the car and then hike in a few weeks.