Be proud of yourself for how far you've come, saidso! It is not easy to fight with our demons, but it seems to me that you're doing EXACTLY THAT and that you're constantly working on YOURSELF to GET BETTER! Be proud of yourself for that! Keep working on yourself! I'm sure you'll be able to build MANY meaningful relationships if you just KEEP TRYING YOUR BEST like you're already doing! Take GREAT care of yourself, ok? We'll be here for you if you need ANY KIND of help and support! I PROMISE YOU ALL OF THAT BECAUSE IT IS TRUE! PLEASE REMEMBER ALL OF THAT AS MUCH AS YOU POSSIBLY CAN BECAUSE IT IS TRUE! Just keep working on yourself, ok? WE ALL CARE ABOUT YOU! THAT'S A PROMISE! WISH YOU GOOD LUCK! Let us know how things are going for you! Sending many hugs to you, saidso!